I am a lucky girl. Blessed. In so many ways it is hard to count.
I have two beautiful girls who make me laugh, and cuddle on command.
I have a husband I am deeply in love with, who is around during the day to co-parent in every sense of the word.
I have multiple passions and (because of that husband) the opportunity to work on them when I need to.
I have so much in my life, and I am so grateful for it. Truly.
In fact, I feel such a responsibility to live up to those beautiful girls, that husband and those passions.
I feel a responsibility to do better, try harder, and make my passions work for me in every way possible.
I feel a responsibility to live up to my life.
And when all those things get busy, and still the kitchen is not clean, and the girls' room is still not decorated, and I have multiple deadlines...when I am busy living up to my life, the first thing that falls off the table is exercise.
Partially because I have always been clumsy and inflexible, and that makes me self-conscious.
Partially because the last day of gym class rates on the top 10 days of my life.
Partially because even when I'm having a really good yoga class there are many moments when I think to myself, "What on EARTH possessed you to come here?".
And, frankly, sometimes it just feels selfish.
It's easy to justify putting it off for another day, another week...another month.
And yet, when I go to yoga I am a happier person. (I know this, because my husband tells me so.)
I am also a healthier person. (As someone who is on week three of an awful cold/sinus cough thing, I am envious of a healthy me.)
When I go to yoga I fill myself up so that I can give more, do more, do better.
That's why I have to make exercize a priority. I have to take the time. I have to make myself go.
If I want to live up to this beautiful life I've been given, I have to take the best care of the person living it. Otherwise I won't be living up to anything.
Thank you to everyone who entered my giveaway! The winners of the SCT PageMaps Calendars are:
Gorgeous! Crossing my fingers that you pick my (Canadian) name for the give-away. It sounds awesome.