Ugh. I'm done. I'm a little done.
I feel so fortunate that we had the opportunity to do this reno-- don't get me wrong-- but I am officially reno exhausted. I can't make any more decisions. I can't see any more bills that are 50% more than we expected. I can't deal with more delays. I'm tired of oversights. I'm tired of breakdowns in communication. I'm tired of everyone passing the buck. I can no longer tolerate being The Dreaded Homeowner. I'm done.
It seems every time we think we've solved the last problem, something else comes up. The closer we get to the end, the further away it feels.
I think I need to sit by a lake for a week and turn off my phone.
I won't, of course, because there will be more decisions and doubtless more bad news.
Ugh. I'm having a negative day. It happens.