...I got cut after the singing/acting portion. This was disappointing and frustrating, but I feel like I did everything I could. There are so many factors when you get to end of the process-- I'd like to think it didn't have much to do with me, and more to do with what they were looking for in the role. I'm proud of myself for getting this far, and I'm sure before long I will see the reason why I didn't get it. I always do.
I said a lot of expletives to myself alone in the car on the way home, but then I walked in and saw these two little faces, and I felt better:
My career is still important to me... but I have a different perspective now. I think it's a good thing.